I'm in school. I am signed up for 15 credits. I'll probably be dropping a class this week. I want to and wish I could do more, but the fact of the matter is...I take things too seriously or dwell on assignments too long to get everything done. I know some people's personalities allow for them to do more but that is just not me. I do better and I'm happier when I don't have a ton on my plate. And that is perfectly okay. If there is one thing that I have learned lately over and over again is that Being Me is okay. I'm being the best self that I can and that's all I can give. It's unrealistic to think I'd change all the bad things about me in a short amount of time. So I try to find the good in who I am and the things I can do. I am working on being happy with where I am and not wanting to be somewhere else. I have found out that this just causes mass headaches. Yeah...a headache for a week straight means I need to drop something out of my life. I would rather drop something than try to take pain pills to mask the pain. I think i just need to not look at a computer screen for too many hours in any one day. That could be where my headaches are coming from. That and I haven't been so disciplined about going to bed at a decent hour. I'm working on that one as well.
I started my training today for Alaska Coach Tours. Well in reality it started on Saturday. I had a good time in that class actually. We watched videos and it was all classroom work. Then today I actually got to get out on the bus. I've had a lot of driving experience in my days here on earth but this huge bus was nothing like what I would've expected it to be. I'm glad we have to get in 40 hrs of drive time. That's another reason I'm dropping one class. I was the first out on the bus of all the trainees. So many things were off today. Hopefully it will go a little smoother next time. I'm really looking forward to this coming summer in Alaska.
I have classwork I need to get done.....so that's all for my update today.
